i haven't been on this forum in a really long time. so many things has happened. i'm a father now (something i never thought would happened to me. but i'm happy) After the friendship with me, kelsey and shayla ended, i finally found myself stress free and happy and i had to pull myself away from forums for a while but some current friends have gotten me into wanting to hang around. i see that this forum is basically dead, I miss the real friends that i've made on these forums. but i don't know how to get in touch with them. i might be back here for a while. i dont plan on leaving, atleast for a while.