So Hurt and Upset

I'm so hurt and upset right now. The guy that I liked doesn't like me the same way. He's not speaking to me now and neither is another of my friends. The whole thing came out during the first dance of White Cross here. I was really sad to point where I was crying. There was one positive thing came out of it which is that the new guy in our gang admit that he liked me and wanted to go out with me. It took me by shock but the more I think about him the more I'm starting to like him. It's just going to take me awhile to get over the other guy that I liked. I'm also mad that all this had to happen the week of my 26th birthday. I don't want to two guys that hurt me at my party on Friday. The guy that does like said if they come he's going to leave and I kind of don't want to him to leave because I do care about him and he was there for when I needed someone to lean on. I need time to heal and just take things slow this time. I just don't want to get hurt again because I don't think I could handle it.

Sorry, This had to happen to you.

Pinky Doodle wrote:Sorry, This had to happen to you.

I'm not hurt and upset anymore. The new guy in my life it totally the best guy I've been with. He knows that it's going to take time to really be happy again but I'm getting there thanks to him. He told me to take all the time in the world. He's liked me from the moment he met me almost 2 years ago but he just wanted to wait for the perfect moment to tell me which was at the dance when I got hurt by the two other guys. He's told me that he loves me a few times. I told him that it's going to take me a while to tell him that I love him. He said that was okay and I could tell him when I was ready. I can't believe how lucky I am to have in my life now. He's tens better than my ex-boyfriend and he's also a better kisser too. I actually feel a connect when him and I kiss. He feels it too. Everyone is happy for us except for my ex-boyfriend but he'll get over it.

That's good.

The only thing that some people may have a problem with is the age difference between me and my boyfriend because he's 13 years older than me. It's like that old saying goes Age doesn't matter when you're in love. The age doesn't matter to me because he's tens better to me than my ex-boyfriend was.

It will be 5 months on February 15th since I started going out with my boyfriend but sometimes feels like forever. My boyfriend and I were going to married this year 5 days before my birthday but I conceived him to wait until next February 15th. It will be a year and 5 months next February 15th. I've already seen the engagement ring that he's getting only because he wanted to make sure that I liked it but I'm not sure when he'll propose to me because he'll just surprise. I get to spend all of our 5 month anniversary with him because there's no work either of us that day. He's getting me a dozen red roses for Valentine's Day which makes me really happy because I've always wanted roses for Valentine's Day but never thought I would ever get them.

OMG!!!! I'm speachless!!!

JessicaMarie wrote:OMG!!!! I'm speachless!!!

I'll be that way when he proposes to me because I never thought I'd ever end of getting married. I know now that it's because I hadn't found the special guy that I was meant to be with until now. I know that my boyfriend is my soul mate and my one true love. He loves me unconditionally. If I get mad at him I can only stay mad at him for about 2 or 3 seconds than I get this sad feeling in my heart than I apologize to him.

aww congrats rolanda i am so happy for u now i just need my bf to pop the question then i would be engage but that won't happen for a long time