The Longest Thread Ever

I know what's wrong. You need to talk to someone. It's not good to hold it in.

No no no no no no no no NO!!

Over the past couple of weeks i've learn

NOT to trust anyone
EVERYONE lies
RELY only on myself



People sayy theyy wanna help

NO ONE reallyy does


Sad but true.

Cam, not everyone is like that. They're are some people that really do want to help others.

But either way, you need to open up and talk to someone. If not me, Atleast Kadyn.

I don't want 2 talk 2 any1 about anythin'. I've learn 2 keep my problems 2 myself. If it east at me & kills me .... so be it ... I reallyy don't care.

I want 2 deal with this alone. Its no1 problem but mine.

Cam, calm down, dude. It's not safe for you to old things in. I've known you long enough to know, you shouldn't hold things in.

Look, when I open up 2 ppl. Theyy leave .... theyy get tired of it & theyy leave. EVERYONE does da xact same damn thing.

I know i'm a horrible person, come on every1 knows, ask them.
I know i'm like da most hated guyy around ... dat nuthin' new
I know i'm a freak! Well, duh! I've known dat 4 yrs
I know i'm a loser .... i've been told MANY MANY times


y da hell shud I complain & open up 2 ppl, dat hates me, no1 cares .... i'm juss 1 person ... i'm not important enuff 2 worry about ... if I die 2nite ... so what .. I don't care ... & I sure don't xpect any1 else 2.

I'm juss a lowlife troublemaker. Nuthin' more.

I'm like so outcasted, coz i'm not normal ... people hate me 4 it ... coz I can't control everythin' I say ... I can't even control my behavior most of da time.

No one needs a mentally ill friend. No one WANTS a mentally ill friend.

Ppl r scared of what theyy don't understand. & it hurts. =( ... it hurts 2 b singled out. ppl don't even give me a chance. & The people dat do ... theyy bail.

I don't wana be me anymore =''(

Cam, you know none of that's true. You've just hit a snag in your life. You're strong, you can pull through.

Even though you've lost some people. You kept the good ones around.

Cheer up. Things will get better.

Sorry i'm not much help.

It's cool. I never asked 4 ur help.

But i'm in a bad mood .... so i'm goin' 2 bed


Nite

I know. But try to cheer up. Forget about the people that have hurt you.

Those ppl r alreadyy 4gotten =3

Can't even remember those ppl who have hurt me xD

Theyy r completelyy out myy mind xD

After 4gettin' those ppl xsisted. I'm finallyy happy & feelin' good xD

Can't wait 2 go home 2 moro! xD

Gonna go skateboardin' & hang with friends xD

Niceeeee lol

Ch'yea! It is! xD Wana come watch? =D

Sure!

Well then. yay! .lol. Afterwards we's gona watch a movie. U in?

Sure! That'll be fun. lol What movie?

Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time .... Of course .lol.

Now I know I got to come! lol

Ch'yea!

But i'm headin' 2 bed now. I'll txt ya wen I wake xD

Goodnight! =D