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    I don't think i've ever felt this bad in my whole life!

    Post by MasterOfEvil on Fri May 07, 2010 12:06 am

    I just plain out feel horrible! My best friend, doesn't want to be friends, she hates me. She totally hates me! I always lose everyone! =( I got into an argument with my other best friend (Kadyn) .... and my girlfriend. I hate bein' bipolar =( On top of all that Kadyn's been depressed. And with Mother's Day comin' up. It's worse. I'm such a bad friend. I don't know what to do to help. I've broken my ankle AGAIN while skateboardin'. I can't take painkillers, because it screws with my bipolar med (Lithium). And I've been sooooo busy with everythin' else lately, that I haven't been to my Psychiatrist. Which I need to. My mom even bailed on me a few days ago, to be with my brother.
    I walk around tryin' act like i'm fine, when I'M NOT! *cries*
    AND..... I found out earlier today that my grandma might die. Sad This is too much for me to handle! *cries harder* I can't even keep friends to save my life! I just knew I was a horrible human being! *cries even harder*
    I've been told that "I was a moody faggot, no wonder everyone hates me"
    I hate myself so much right now! This will probably be my last week on this forum. I juss don't want to bother anyone, anymore. *cries*


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    Post by MasterOfEvil on Sat May 08, 2010 1:11 am

    My Grandma passed away =(


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    Post by ♫Sweet Girl♫ on Sat May 08, 2010 7:45 am

    I'm sorry to hear about your grandma. I know how it to lose you a grandparent because I've lost all four of mine. I never met my grandparents on my father's side but I was really close with my grandparents on my mother's side so I know just how hard it is. I found that write a poem about them sort of help me a little.


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    Post by ♥Miss♥Teddy♥Bear♥ on Sat May 08, 2010 1:24 pm

    OH NO! Goodness,everyone I talk to has people dieing in their lives! (Poor Malachi. His "friends and family death count" is up to, like, 10 since I met him.) This sucks. I can only say, trust God to pull you through. I hope everything turns out okay.
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    Post by kittyfan on Thu May 20, 2010 3:20 pm

    oh cam r u and jenz still going out and r u still friends with kadyn?? and i am also sorry to hear ur grandpa passed away Sad
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    Post by MasterOfEvil on Mon May 31, 2010 9:06 pm

    [quote=krazyinlovewithchad]oh cam r u and jenz still going out and r u still friends with kadyn?? and i am also sorry to hear ur grandpa passed away[/quote]

    Me & Jen is engaged now. & Yup, still friends w/ KC =P

    Things has settled down, so dats gud xD

    & Tnx every1! =D

    ~U guys rocks!~


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    Post by ♥Miss♥Teddy♥Bear♥ on Tue Jun 01, 2010 5:01 pm

    Glad you are doing okay! Good to hear that! Congrats on the engagement!
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    Post by MasterOfEvil on Tue Jun 01, 2010 10:07 pm

    Jesus_rocks wrote:Glad you are doing okay! Good to hear that! Congrats on the engagement!

    Thank ya! =D


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    Post by kittyfan on Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:37 pm

    well they r not anymore

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